the q&a session a few days ago hit me damn badly. i felt real depressed and awful.
i should hav been selfish in the first place. then i wouldn't need to go through this shit.
seniors were attacking me with a barrage of questions, regarding my low participation level in the activities. it was so unfair, because they were basically targetting me at the recent event.
but i went for all other activities. fuck off.

who wouldn't be angry. who wouldn't be discouraged. who wouldn't be upset.
and who would forget everything and treat it as nothing has happened.
at least not for me, especially after i realise that they were attacking me because i was just too honest and my answers weren't politically right. what the fuck.

i dislike this pretentious world.
if i have the chance to turn back time, i will either back out from the com or let history repeats itself again.
i dont think i'm at fault.

the q&a session a few days ago hit me damn badly. i felt real depressed and awful.
i should hav been selfish in the first place. then i wouldn't need to go through this shit.
seniors were attacking me with a barrage of questions, regarding my low participation level in the activities. it was so unfair, because they were basically targetting me at the recent event.
but i went for all other activities. fuck off.

who wouldn't be angry. who wouldn't be discouraged. who wouldn't be upset.
and who would forget everything and treat it as nothing has happened.
at least not for me, especially after i realise that they were attacking me because i was just too honest and my answers weren't politically right. what the fuck.

i dislike this pretentious world.
if i have the chance to turn back time, i will either back out from the com or let history repeats itself again.
i dont think i'm at fault.