i am really damn upset in hall.
i dont want to constantly depend on music to fill up the emptiness.
i dont want to be involve in senseless politics.
i dont want to immerse myself in boredom or shallowness all the time.
i dont want to wallow in self-pity :(
i really need my family and friends.
i so wanna cry now.
i so wanna go home
but its fucking 12.03 am.
:(
