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i am weird, fabulously old, lonely, crappy, hostile, boring, introverted, TOO cool, round, schizophrenic! i am everything my friends want me to be!
i'm freaking bored everyday. my life is really colorless and dull that it becomes so irksome! i've stopped working hard, and the inactivity is making me even more listless and lazy. the ennui is killing me totally. i need new excitements in life but I cant get my bum out of the house so I've been rejecting all meet ups lately. evidence of my laziness. (look below) this collage is the most i can make out of tedium. pardon me. uploading photos to facebook is too much a chore for my tiresome fingers and eyes. here you go. a collage of some chalet pictures with s6b.artly because of joyce. more because of my laziness. i am strangely addicted to mahjong now. you see playing mahjong keeps me occupied all day and I dont have to travel. AH! it must be the crazy endless long hours of travelling in May and June that turns me off totally. 5 hours of travelling a day, can you imagine? to school and work. and if i were to measure whether its worth it or not, considering my ridiculous C in Japanese, totally not. But oh wellls, i'm not at all sad honestly. it cant be helped. and dearest pam schenk has made my day by agreeing to write me a reference letter. yays. i'll prove my worth in Japan alright, okay yes yes thats provided if i get my scholarship. arh.

you know whats the best thing about blogging. infinite, measureless rants. I always claim that i'm too lazy or "sian" to blog, but once i start typing, my fingers won't stop. seriously. yea its ridiculous, and honestly more amazing to me, how my fingers attempt to bombard with a barrage of words, especially when my mind is not working. hey world, its 5.39 am now, my brain is dead, no longer functional, but my eyes are widely opened, looking at how ridiculous my fingers can get. wooohooo, an absurd outpouring of words. now jetstar, take me away to Bangkok now. i need that indulgence to allow coordination of my fingers and brain.

yoohoo? can someone ask the crackpot out? meet her somewhere around her house before she goes insane, berserk, dotty, lunatic, crazy, unsound, unearthly, zany, mad, idiotic, moronic, loony, silly, erratic, wacky, weird, strange, unbalance, bizarre.
okay finally the schizophrenia has decided to give up on her rants. at 5.41 am.
good nights whirllllllly world.