I had an overdose of mahjong games because top mahjong fan refuses to give up any chance of mahjong indulgence before she goes aussieland. i can feel how time flies. it really does. in approximately 72 hours, my dear friend will be flying off to aussieland to get her degree. I'm strangely worried right now, especially towards my future. sometimes i feel the load is too heavy to carry and its difficult to keep one's place in the ever-changing, ever-stressful society. urgh. like what darren said, maybe i'm more suited to farming lifestyle. and winning the logo competition, i believe is plain luck. ladyluck, pull me out of days of apprehension. 4 years are way too long. its absurd. 3 more years to go. taka scholarship, urgh extensive four bloody years. i'm having second doubts but i'll give a shot anyway. chengwei will be helping me with it.
poor chengwei is going through such a difficult time right now. he's taking laborious effort to get over someone and i'm feeling so helpless and incompetent about it.
on a side note, karen's such a dumbass that i hope my retarded friend would come to senses soon.
my focus now - taka scholarship.
whether i really want it or not is another thing.
gambatte.
